[ His surprise at the question is probably tangible through the Murmur. He should have considered that, given Vander had felt that he knew Viktor but had no memories of meeting him. ]
He was human, but I wouldn't be surprised if he's in a similar situation to mine. Our current bodies don't reflect our inner selves, so we appear human in the shared dreams.
[ That's certainly confusing, but hopefully it's heartening to Jinx that Vander even has a human form to take, that Viktor had been able to converse with him normally. ]
I'll do what I can, but I don't have the same abilities anymore. You can reach him as easily as I through the masks.
I know, but. You two had talks, right? All that time you two had together in the commune and stuff. If we wake up and he's... a beast, then I know one look at you and he'll calm down for sure. I know he trusts you.
Sort of, yes. When we talked here, he was calm and felt he knew me as a friend even though he didn't remember how. Regardless, I will be there as soon as I can if necessary.
[ There's a small pause that feels like hesitation. Perhaps it's not his place, given how much love has caused Jinx pain in her life, but he feels the need to be honest with her here. ] Trust is an easier thing to lose than love. Memories of you are what helped bring him back before.
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[ There's a heavy pause in his thoughts. ] In a dream, yes. I wasn't sure if he was real, and then we were separated.
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He was human, but I wouldn't be surprised if he's in a similar situation to mine. Our current bodies don't reflect our inner selves, so we appear human in the shared dreams.
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And. If what you're saying is true and if he's still around whenever we wake up, I'm going to need your help.
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I'll do what I can, but I don't have the same abilities anymore. You can reach him as easily as I through the masks.
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Maybe even more than me.
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[ There's a small pause that feels like hesitation. Perhaps it's not his place, given how much love has caused Jinx pain in her life, but he feels the need to be honest with her here. ] Trust is an easier thing to lose than love. Memories of you are what helped bring him back before.
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[ a beat. ]
Too soon?
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Would you stop if it were?
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